Today

This is how I feel today. Coming to you directly (and courteously of Sleeping with Sirens):

Dare me to jump off this Jersey bridge

I bet you never had a Friday night night like this

Keep it up, keep it up, let’s raise our hands

I take a look up at the sky and I see red

Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy

Red for the drink that mixed with suicide

Everything is red

Please, won’t you push me for the last time

Let’s scream until there’s nothing left

So sick of playing, I don’t want this anymore

The thought of you’s no effing fun

You want a martyr—I’ll be one

Because enough’s enough—we’re done

You told me “think about it”, well I did

Now I don’t want to feel a thing anymore

I’m tired of begging for the things that I want

I’m over sleeping like a dog on the floor

The thing I think I love

Will surely bring me pain

Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame

Three cheers to growing up

Pubescent drama queen

You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late

Let’s scream until there’s nothing left

So sick of playing, I don’t want this anymore

The thought of you’s no effing fun

You want a martyr—I’ll be one

Because enough’s enough—we’re done

You told me “think about it”, well I did

Now I don’t want to feel a thing anymore

I’m tired of begging for the things that I want

I’m over sleeping like a dog on the floor

Image living like a king someday

A single night without your ghost in the walls

And if the bass shakes the earth underground

We’ll start a new revolution

*Omitted  the rest of song for bad judgments in song that does not apply


Yep, that’s how I feel today. Hope everyone else is having a great day!

Levitation

Kait has definitely mastered the art of levitation.

Levitation

Pretty cool, right? Yeah, I thought so too. Photo credit goes to Jillean Bryan. If you happen to live in the not so deep south—you should definitely hit her up. She (obviously) totally rocks.

 

worst. parent. ever.

Being a parent is the single absolute hardest thing I have and will ever do. This year, our local high school issued ipads to all students instead of books—cool, right?—and my wonderful freshman daughter called me about 20 minutes ago in tears, informing me that ‘her ipad didn’t charge last night’. She wants me to pick her up and bring her home so she can charge it and then take her back to school. Which tells me she forgot to charge it, instead of it ‘not charging’.

  

I feel like shit (yep, I totally just said that) about it. Complete and total poo. But I can’t teach her that mother will clean up her mess if she forgets. I have to teach her that if she forgets, there are consequences. Right?

 

Am I the worst parent in the entire world? I know I am.

 

I just know that I am going to completely screw up my children. I mean, it’s kind of my fault because I checked her out of school yesterday so that she could go to school with me—I had a good reason, we had to get lab supplies and it was either get her then or not at all, I need more hours in my day!. I did not get her home until almost 11:00 pm last night. Perhaps, if I had not kept her out so late she would have remembered to charge the stupid thing. Or, if I had not of checked her out yesterday, it would not be that big of a deal to check her out today. Sigh. I’m going to cry now.

I hope y’all parent better than I do.

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